(really old comment I know, you probably can't even remember you have writed something here >:3) But really, no need to die my fellow ;D it takes years and years to master any skill. When you first time go outside and paint the local forest, it doesn't look perfect. When you go second time, it still doesn't. Maybe in your eyes, it never does. It's a sad thing in human nature, nothing is good enough and you always want to do better particularly when you see "perfect" artists and art everywhere you want to be and do. (It is, in it's very nature, a key to virtuosity, but it also can be the most frustrating and depressing thing in the world.) But what's awesome, you know that those perfect artists you see are really you. They were fledglings years ago just like you and I are now. And years for now, (if your passion for art has kept you on the path which leads you there,) you are a master. Just like them ((though you probably feel quite the same as now because of the endless desire for becoming even better)). So only difference between you and the person you admire is time. Hundreds of hours of drawing, and thousands of failures. Really. So keep calm, have fun and believe you can .
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